Resolution.
The bottle lay where it had landed on the floor, disgorging its
contents. Across the room, Jean-Luc Picard stood with his head
bowed, hands tightened into fists at his sides, his body trembling.
"Merde! Not again!"
The evening had been no different to any other they had shared.
A few drinks, a meal, then the gentle conversation he so loved,
sitting quietly on the sofa under the view ports. That was until
she moved closer. They had been talking about music and she was
deeply into the subject. Without thought for what it provoked,
she accentuated her points with touches to his leg and arm, each
contact adding a gentle spike to his burgeoning desire. Eventually,
he could take no more. Taking her hands in his, he looked deeply
into her eyes and dropped his barriers, letting her see his love
.his
desire.
"Beverly." He whispered.
Without warning, she extricated her hands and stood. Not meeting
his gaze, she muttered,
"Goodnight Jean-Luc."
The doors sighed closed sealing him in his cabin alone
again.
In frustration, he had picked up the wine bottle and hurled it
at the doors, perversely disappointed when it didn't smash into
pieces.
He stood for some minutes, trying to regain control, trying vainly
to quell his rising anger, his mind roiling with tormented thoughts.
Suddenly, his feet took him to the door. Savagely kicking the
bottle aside, he exited his quarters, not bothering to analyse
his actions, for once following his heart.
Beverly had changed into her nightgown and was sitting on her
bed trying to make some sense of what had happened. That she hurt
Jean-Luc again was obvious, what she couldn't determine was why
it had happened. It had been just another dinner
hadn't it?
Why had he done it? Why did he show her his love? And why, oh
why couldn't she show him hers? She loved him, she knew it, but
for some unknown reason she was unable to take the final step
and tell him.
The door announcer broke her thoughts and she rose from the bed
sighing, putting her troubled musings aside.
Entering her living area, she bade the caller to enter. She was
shocked when she saw who it was.
"Jean-Luc
."
He strode into her cabin and stood before her. She could plainly
see he was angry and the sight disturbed her.
"Beverly, we have to talk."
She took a step back and lowered her eyes.
"I don't think so. I think you should leave."
He closed the distance between them.
"No, Beverly. I'm not leaving until I get some answers. I
love you and I know you have feelings for me. Why won't you let
us be together?"
Her own anger began to surface. Turning from him she said cuttingly,
"How dare you! Leave
.Now!"
He stepped forward, took hold of her shoulders, turned her to
him and kissed her, hard.
He tried to show his love, his passion for her, but she would
have none of it.
Pushing him away, she slapped his face, the sharp sound echoing
in the room.
They stood panting, glaring at each other.
Then his heart began to crumble. He lowered his head and sighed,
his eyes beginning to brim with unshed tears.
Beverly was stunned. His kiss had ignited something within
her and it was growing fast.
Don't let him go!, her mind screamed.
Acting on impulse, she tentatively moved to him and took his head
in her hands, lifted it and kissed him tenderly. After a moment's
hesitation, he returned the kiss, then stiffened and broke free.
"What the hell do you think you're doing? Do you think you
can just continually play with me?"
She shook her head and tried valiantly to stop the tears that
threatened to stream down her face.
"No Jean-Luc. I don't want to
..I don't
..I love
you."
"What?"
She raised her hands to his face.
"I love you Jean-Luc
..I want you."
With amazing speed, he took her wrists in his hands and walked
her backwards across the room until he had her pinned against
the wall.
With her hands near her head, he leaned in and pressed hot kisses
against her neck. Pulling back, his dark hazel eyes bored into
hers as he growled,
"Well I'm about to take you Beverly. Any objections?"
Mute with overwhelming desire, all she could do was shake her
head as he kissed her again, his tongue insisting on being given
entry into her mouth.
He deepened the kiss, plundering the inside of her mouth, taking
her breath.
Grinding his pelvis against her, she could feel his erection and
it heightened her need of him.
Suddenly he let go of her and took her nightgown in his large
hands and wrenched, tearing it open. Still kissing her, his hands
took her breasts, kneading them firmly, her nipples stiffening
immediately.
Breaking the kiss, he trailed hot kisses down her neck and breast,
letting go of one as his mouth closed on the stiff peak.
Beverly moaned as the incredible sensations surged through her.
She couldn't believe this was happening. She was up against the
wall in her own cabin, being ravished by none other than the always
in control Jean-Luc Picard.
All thought was banished as his free hand suddenly closed over
her wet folds. She gasped as his fingers invaded her and cried
out when he slipped first one, then two thick digits inside her.
With startling speed, she felt her climax approach. He was aware
of this and gently placed his thumb over her engorged clitoris
and stroked her.
She hugged him to her and arched her back, her release coming
as he gently bit her nipple.
As the ripples of her orgasm crashed through her, he released
her breast and lifted his head to kiss her. Withdrawing his hands,
he hastily undid his trousers and pushed them and his briefs out
of the way, freeing his straining erection.
Placing his hands behind her thighs, he lifted her, encouraging
her to wrap her legs around his hips. Once settled, he eased an
arm around her and took his penis in his other hand. Sliding the
head through her wet folds, he slid his throbbing length deeply
inside her, feeling her contracting around him.
He kissed her deeply and started to thrust forcefully, amply demonstrating
to her his need.
Needing to breathe, she broke the kiss and cried out in ecstasy
as she felt him sliding in and out of her, touching her deeper
than anyone had before.
He took her breast in his hand and, taking the nipple in finger
and thumb, pinched it gently in time with his strokes below.
Grunting with effort, sweat coursed down his face as he closed
his eyes, feeling his orgasm gathering. Wanting to be with her,
he exercised his formidable control and forced himself to stand
his ground.
She was clinging to him with savage intent. He said he would take
her and he did, plunging into her with abandon. No one had ever
demonstrated such need, such resolute desperation and she loved
him all the more for it.
Letting go of her breast, he dropped his hand and boldly stroked
her pulsing clitoris, eliciting a sharp moan of delight. She gripped
him tighter, chanting his name as a mantra.
He was lost in her. He had wanted this for so long. Each deep,
hard thrust brought them both closer and closer, the heat engulfing
them.
Suddenly, Beverly was there, her climax surging through her, her
internal muscles gripping his penis rhythmically.
Abandoning his control, he let loose and thrust into her as hard
as he could, three, four times, feeling the orgasm roaring outwards
through his body, jetting his semen deep inside her.
They clung to each other desperately, straining to regain control
of their breathing, waiting for their hearts to calm. Losing his
strength, he sank to his knees, cradling her in his arms. Still
joined, he kissed her and whispered his love.
She looked deeply into his eyes and asked what was in her heart.
"What now, Jean-Luc?"
He smiled and said,
"For now, we rest, my love. Then, after I have bathed you,
I will take you to bed and make love to you as I have always wanted
to. I love you, you will want for nothing."
She looked at him, her eyes brimming with tears.
"I love you, dear friend."
He sighed and closed his eyes.
"I know."